Almost is Enough 2006
A Year in Review...
I’ve dropped friends; gained new friends, got dropped by friends and picked up the friends I lost. Going to the Lake with friends; which I know I’d never get to do with them next year. The snow, and the thought of Nevada having a White Christmas.
I still write interracial stories because I still believe that love in color is blind.
Holy wonka my family still loves me.
My sister’s wedding day and how beautiful there first kiss as a married couple is was and will be. For not having enought money and for the money I had.
For the bowling, the bingos, the roulette wheel thanks for (sometimes) being in my favor. For concerts and shows I enjoyed in 06; let's do it again next year.
We bought a townhouse.
Being bummed out and bouncing back without the use of Prozac, well sort off, okay, I admit the usage of Prozac after all what drug are you taking?
Jeremy I don't know why I'm such a b!tch too you but you know I love you.
Christmas I'm here.
Charlemagne I'm still here dammit.
Neshelle I have your cheescake right here; let me find the ambition to making it first.
Keke because of your poems are genuis and your love for the simple things; (you sure youre not a hippie)
Sarah because of the “White Monty Nag” ordeal perky tits/big tits discussion and the mascara loving MCR guitar smashing diva that will sign just about anything.
Daniel because you cried and I stopped to ask what was your drama.
Chris because of your graphic comic strips panels and that damn sexy voice.
Sergio for the picture exchange and because West is just as beautiful as the West.
Jessie because you was polite when you introduce yourself to me via text message and for letting me sing 'Jessie's Girl'.
Marcus for the :p and Starbucks coffee; I so owe you a cup or a few next year.
Nannette I looked for you on myspace and here we are just rekindling the friendship we never lost; I love you mamma.
Therese your concerts will be beautiful.
Oye Peace I need it, help me find it, for the love of gosh. Remember Teenage Wasteland.
Pnp I wanna see your hair.
Gayle because you dialed my number and never prejudged me.
Alisha I've been busy and you've 2 jobs and when I do call your ass is tired, next year I promise we'll be talking more.
Sara *looks around to make sure no one is listening* that's vente passion tea please.
I don't do advice well since I don't follow them, so sorry.
To Writers Block: "Spoken words are just as amazing as pen to paper and fingers to a keyboard"
To Heroes: "I want to finance the heroes and that makes me a hero too since it is a lot of work saving the world one day at a time and money is always right in the middle of it." he he he. "HRG ('s) is (are) mighty sexy"...
Comicchat:"Damn those feces throwing monkies Echo 1 have saved the day and all the ballons I bought was not needed."
To Tadie and book clubbers: "Sweet; thanks for giving a restless girl the opportunity for having an opinionate every Wednesday night."
Damn it I burned my fingers/arms/elbow again...
"Come over here and pull on my finger"...*spay air freshner*
I want a moon man too.
Movies that made me cry, laugh and wish it was me kissing the main character; i.e Hugh Jackman, Will Smith, Jude Law...
Movies that wanted me to make some choices; i.e. Saw III...
The news really didn't appeal to me this year but hey I'm still a democrat, and the democrats are in Congress so sit your b!tcha$s down Republicans...
Yeah I voted.
TomKat baby sure look cute and America looks weird with braces. Brad and Angelina baby is so damn cute, and oh look another Harry Potter book is coming out. What you say; Tom Sizemore is going to have his own show on VH1. Johnny Depp is truly hot and I'm so loving Jack Sparrow and Orlando Bloom is extremly pretty. Keira as Domino was half believable but as Lizzie on Pride/Prejudice was beautiful..
To the Vegas VJs for taking my calls and taking my suggestions to play songs that people never heard of but playing it on the phone for me and not on air because they can't and this is not the 7os but we still love you Emme..
Revisited songs that reminded me of first love, school, winter/summer, friends i.e. “Silver Springs”,” Leaving on a Jet Plane”, “Age of Aquarius” “Tell Me When”. Oh Gosh, “A Woman Work” IS STILL A BEAUTIFUL SONG and I dedicate it to all mothers, your mom, grandmothers mother in laws and women in general because we too wish we had those moments back.
For any cd collections that have Fleetwood Mac, General Public, ABBA, Mamas and the Pappas, Fifth Dimension, 80’s, and Madonna and for taking the time by pulling the box out and opening the damn thing and reminisce; it’s a great feeling isn’t it? For Coldplay: “Talk”, “Fix you” and “Speed of Sound”; I am moving.
For “Waiting on the World to Change”… I am still waiting.
Thanks a lot “Welcome to the Black Parade” for reminding me and finally admitting to myself how afraid I am of dying and death and it will eventually have to happen.
Song like “Lips of an Angel” reminding us that with just a little bit of faith we too can write a song about affairs and one day making it a hit.
Songs like “Boston” and “Dirt off your Shoulders” which doesn’t mean I’m going to Boston to become a pimp, hahaha.
Lyrics like “I don't need to fight to prove I'm right I don't need to be forgiven. Put out the fire don't look past my shoulder”
I will never forget the hoopla around 06/06/06...
AFI: 6/6/6 'DecemberUnderground' cd.
Reminding myself that the new AFI will never be the old AFI singing heavy one - three minute raw punk songs and Answer That and Stay Fashionable will always be Number 1 with Sing the Sorrow coming in 2nd.
The Killers and Sam’s Town Cd because to me all the songs are continuing stories of everyday people trying to get on and move on.
Wondering what it would be like if I saved my money and purchased my very own guitar, practiced “jukebox Hero” and playing it on 'The Strip'.
Blasting “Ridin” during traffic driving, random driving and demon speeding on freeway while taking pictures of beautiful sunrise and sunsets.
Madonna "Hung Up" video and looking so damn sexy in leotards, purple and half splits, and the moving your body line up towards the end with your dancers, that is so damn hot...
Paul Oakenfold and the Lively Mind cd and the feeling I get every time I stop at the light and the urge to get out of my car and seizure dance or dance if I was high.
The starving artists, future artists and Jared Leto; well 30SM looking so damn emoish hot. More respect for Vegans, sXe, and Red Robin (yes, Red Robin).
Seeing a grown man cry.
The word love and the meaning of it.
For the truth and admitting that I was wrong and the you were right bullfart but just for a second since you’re not perfect but you try to be and the I forgive you’s for trying to be perfect. Oh man all those high risers while I looked on in amazement and wonder.
For the ones getting me through the door thank you.
To the ones that say I play stupid well; I'm sorry if I did it/ done it/ do it/ have done it.
New jobs, celebrating my twenty seventh birthday, Myspace and the add me’s.
I'm sorry for thinking of myself and not of you and other.
For the I-didn't-see-that-coming and the ripping- of-my-heart- and feeding it to the vultures moments; those were fun but I don't think I want to experience again.
The SK3 themes, ringtones and callertune and tmo bullfarts and customer service.
The addiction of text messaging, pictures, and the technology of amazing handhelds.
The cop on Arville who pulled up alongside of me and pointed to his speedometer letting me know that 55 on a 35 mile street are an effin No No and to slow the ef up.
For the paranoid feeling I get and avoiding people when I get that feeling; see I wasn't bloody wrong.
For words like bloody, micky, sod off, wanker, tarts and vicars, vicious, cash money, so hot, and massive; I'm not going to use it next year except for "sod of this you bloody wanker" and "so hot" those I love and will keep.
"Oh shit, whose that texting me?, No worry I'm will answer it, its okay I'm at the stop light."
For the truths...
To sexy men and woman and the cash money they roll (I wish that was me)
To fast cars and freedom (Yes, I know it’s a song).
For Daniel Craig looking so damn hot. This martini is for you.
Remember: “Do something to be someone or be someone and do something” - Emme
See you in o7
