I’m not sure if I could… For months now I wanted a relationship and now that I may be able too I am not sure that I want too. I ask him to have a little patience with me while I toss this decision in my head around and he said okay. Am I being selfish to his needs for asking this of him; I want him in my life but I am afraid that the spice will fizzle and either him or I; egad, both of us happen to get bored. Can I commit and still have fun?
