© This flame is on… Almost

MONDAY:
Stupid good deeds especially over the holiday. You just feel you have to do the right thing and that’s what I did. I mean we are all sitting in traffic not going anywhere I give this guy the go ahead to get in and I get a honk from the guy behind me I screamed out Merry Christmas he didn’t like that, the guy gave me the finger. Needless to say I told him to go in peace. I’m lucky I’m still alike; they’re some crazy f4ckers out here.

I don’t’ want to talk about TUESDAY…

WEDNESDAY:
I had a weird yet meaningful dream: I was walking the dogs in a park and I felt hot but it was snowing but I still took my jacket off, Madonna was across the street stretching and the band Augustana was pointing towards the sky as they serenade a group of people around them, but no one wasn’t looking towards the sky but as I did I noticed a bird falling and landed dead at my feet and I picked it up and it began to flap it wings I let it go but before the bird flew away it bit me pinky finger i began to bleed Damn bird; just saved its life and it bit me…

That evening I was contacted by a friend I haven’t heard from in months and I felt really bad that this whole time I wanted to call her; her name and number is in my contact to do a bit of catching up but I would get catch up into something else. Then out of the blue she calls me reminding me about there annual Christmas Party and If I was going to come. I didn’t know what to say because I haven’t spoken to her since, hell I haven’t talk with her in a long a$s time…



THURSDAY:
I wanted people to call me but I didn’t want to talk. I just wanted to text text text, I received 10,000 text messages last month and I sent 4,000 now this text are from people, groups Aim Yahoo and Msn Mess. I AM NOT PROUD to display this number.
I honestly think, no, I am a text message and SK3 addict addict. I even text message my parents and it will only be a matter of time before a pill will be on the market call handheld pill.


FRIDAY:
This flame is on… almost and I’m in the mood for a good feel good cry, I’m going to go see “The Pursuit of Happiness” tomorrow night and with the positive message of that movie and “will the flood behind me burn out the fire inside me” (AFI –The Missing Frame) I’m going to channel whatever emotion I have and whatever it is that I’m looking for into one.

Then again for the Whole Week:
You ever heard a song and you just wanted to do exactly what that song is telling you to do.
The two songs that is on repeat in my car and in the office:

“Boston”
Think i need a sunrise; I’m tired of the sunset,i hear it's nice in the summer, some snow would be nice...Boston...where no one knows my name...

And

“Dirt off Your Shoulder”
If you feelin like a pimp *beep* go and brush your shoulders offLadies is pimps too, go and brush your shoulders off.

That doesn’t mean I’m going to Boston to become a pimp, hahaha. No, I think there is something about me I have to change; I feel I am doing the same thing over and over again.

“Do something to be someone or be someone and do something” - Emme