Almost Ready to Face the World

**mumble grumble N smile**
I tell you this, what the hell happened to me…

Where did I go and why haven't I arrived yet?
Hell, what happened to that Independent girl? What happened damnit to that kind of me that wants but don't need?
I feel so confused but then again I'm not. I feel so unsure. I was once smitten i was once confident.
I could bullshit a bullshitter because I was once one too. It’s a lot of work being this emotional.
I give myself the end of the week to snap out of this feeling.