"I" gave this guy myself so openly since May. It was alll about S78V8 since May!!! And he just completely broke my heart. Emotionally involved since May and here "I" am; cry-N. OMG "I" am cry-N over a man again - "I" am so fukkn Lame!
"I" told myself "don’t let your guard down eMMe", and you know what I did – "I" let my freakN guard down. , "I" can’t even tell my own family how "I" feel I can't imagine even telling my most intimate friends how "I" feel, "I" can’t even remotely express myself so intimately like that – "I" can’t speak it – this is my personal and private pain.
"I" look up to the sky and i ask god why? why did i let this happen to me again. Not only am "I" depressed over all this but "I" feel lost and confused and "I" must rebuild this fortress around my heart, YET AGAIN!
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Thinkin if turtle lives so long and peaceful because of its shell /its hell\ or because of its pace /its space\ away from things too fast and willing to wait for all that comes to those so able and willing. . . but then, all roads lead to its end.
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