© Almost Obsessed

The make me feel good man. I don’t know what kind of relationship we had but it was great in the beginning but now I think he was trying to hard and I didn’t like it and I sure as hell didn’t want that.

I wanted to be around him
He wanted to be around 24/7…
I just wanted to breathe.
He wanted to inhale.

Then I wanted him 24/7 and he finally exhaled and I still wanted him.
Boredom began to sink in and I know it was there but I refused to see it. I thought with just a bit of that something extra special I can bring him back but he was already gone.
I began to get paranoid, depressed and questioned my self worth.
I don’t need that so I let him go.