© Almost Standing On a Soapbox…The Spin Cycle

Is this thing on? *taps microphone* well is it because I have something to say…
I clear my throat and blow in the microphone.
Look, wanting to be someone different is a lot of work. Wanting to be different is easy.
How was I suppose to know that wanting to be different is a lot of work; it takes a lot of strain out of someone.
You lose sight of things and people begin to lose sight of you.
Where are we going and what proof do we have to make?
Come on, really. Should your life or mine be so complicating?
Is this microphone still on?
Are you like me staring at yourself in the mirror trying to rip away what you almost created?
My only excuse to the way I am right now is at this very moment, I want to be someone different; without the fears, the doubt and the wonder if you are still talking behind my back…Then I think I'm me... I am sassy, I am aggressive, I am bold, I could dish it out the same way. In my dreams I’m pistol whipping President Bush yet I am against guns. I love smiles I think men that wear eyeliner is hot, I drink socially, I am a woman and yeah I could be b!tchy and I’m not sorry for that, I belch I use the damsel in distress card when I need to use it. I like you a lot but...just like me you re trying to be different…
I'm getting really tired of this stupid soapbox I'm standing on... I'm getting off now.
Wait! Not to worry it should get a lot easier now you'll see, think of it like 'the spin cycle'